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And I thought I was going to sleep. I was about to shut down my laptop when my scumbag brain told me to check out my Facebook so I did. Then, I noticed my newsfeed and it’s full of February posts. Srsly, what’s up with February? 

There’s nothing wrong with Valentine’s except that they are commercializing it way too much for the sake of profit. Other than that, most of my Facebook friends are posting about how single and lonely they are this coming 14th or how they don’t need someone and they’re proud single crap. (Please, if you really are proud, you don’t have to post it because if you’re truly happy with what you are now, you wouldn’t give a damn. Who are you kidding anyway?) 

I’m single, and trust me I’ve been dreaming about my Prince Charming and all that shizz but for some reason, I can’t see any sign of my Prince. Do I whine about it? No. Why? Well, I don’t want to look desperate. I don’t know but just by posting about single stuff makes you look like really desperate because no matter what, it will make you look like you’re bitter or something. Sorry. But that’s the way I see it. Trust me, it will come someday. 

So why don’t you just keep quiet about your single life? And spend Valentine’s day like a boss? After all, February 14 is just another day, only made special by Hallmark. 

singing at the top of our lungs . dancing til our hearts fall out . cute shirts . yes this is what were all about . sparkly cell covers . diamond rings . feather pens . beach things . gossip all day and night . shiny dress shoes . once in a while an occasional fight . lip-gloss shimmering . music blasting out the speakers . fruity chap stick . sitting out doing each others hair in gym because we purposely forgot our sneakers . designer purses . curls and cute hats . the emotions never end.We’ve been friends for i don’t know how long anymore, time passed and look at where we are still stuck side by side. My secret keeper, my sister by heart, my shoulder to cry on, my style adviser, my partner-in-crime, my shopping-mate, my make-up guru, and everything you can think of! HAHA. 

Whenever the clock strikes 11:11 - consider my wish already given. HAHA I don’t know how it started, it’s almost 2 years now, but the urge to say a wish every night never leaves me. I don’t need a clock to tell it’s already 11:11, i just knew it, maybe gut feeling or i’m just really used to it.

I don’t know why people are hating this routine.. they put posts like why wait for 11:11 if you can wish to God 24/7. Haters of this routine - tell you what, unlike you, i only wish in this time of the day, so for the rest of the day it’s either i’m THANKING GOD or APOLOGIZING FOR MY MISTAKES not HOARDING WISHES or ASKING FAVORS to the Almighty. Got the point?

 Dear 11:11,

All i want is for someone to be there for me always. That person would never ever judge me and love me for who i am. He can brighten up my day just by sending text messages to me. He would give me the half smiles that would make my heart beat faster by every second. He would be strong to be able to give me piggyback rides whenever i am too tired to walk. He’ll give me his hoodie so that i’ll be able to wear it when i sleep and smell his scent. He would be patient with me and teach me the stuff that i have no idea about. He would make me laugh with his jokes and even give me surprises on random days. He would tease me, tickle me but is never seriously mean to me. He would buy me food as i am the hungriest baby on earth and he’ll stay up the whole night with me simply because he wants to accompany me. Basically, just someone who really loves me and care for me more than i do. (:

So here, i just want to share the story of the so-called “Mr. Nice Guy”

Usually we see the “nice guy” in love with a “good girl”, but the “good girl” is in love with a jerk. The jerk gets the girl, crushes her heart and the good guy is there to mend the pain. Now this is when she will either fall in love with the “nice guy” cause she realized he was there for her the entire time, or (in most cases) she will fall in love with another jerk, who will also crush her heart, and the “nice guy” is there to mend her pain again. This happens oh so very often. It must be irritating and frustrating for the “nice guys” to always experience this.

I mean you are always there for her whenever she needs someone.You just want to make her happy. So it kills you to see that she chooses to be with some ass. It might even kill you, whenever she says you’re “such a good friend”. Like how come she can not see that you can make her happier than he can? That you will try your best every single day to make her happy? That you will rather die than hurt her feelings? That it crushes you whenever you see her cry?

Then you start to think that girls will either not notice you or only see you as a friend. Then you start to wonder maybe you are not good enough? There must be a reason why girls don’t want you. Then you think of all your imperfections, all of your flaws. You might even start to question things. You think “I’m a sweet guy. I’d listen to the girl, I’d give her advice when she needs it and I’d make her laugh. I’d never lie to her or cheat on her, so why can’t I get a girl?

The girl you might like right now only sees you as a friend or doesn’t notice you at all. But one day, a girl will notice you. And all of your imperfections is what she will think makes you cute. She will smile at you, laugh with you. She will like you and then fall in love with you. This is the girl you will get. So as for right now.. It’s okay that you didn’t get the girl today, cause the girl you will get in the future will be way better, and she will love you for the nice guy you are.

physically…my “mr. nice guy” is not a good looking guy.but he’s cute(FOR ME)he’s tall enough and i love his sun-kissed tan skin color that makes him look even more sexieeer..and his voice!  sounds like a cartoon character.haha so cute! but of course my “Mr. Nice Guy” and I are just friends.

Honestly, guys always thought that girls are so complicated, they always think that we are like this, or we are like that. They judge us as if they already been in our situations. Well to tell you what why not observe a little more, pay attention more… before you guys, judge. If only you know how hard is it to be a girl sometimes.

Girls are much more than what they seem. We’re more than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. We’re more than just whiny bitches. We’re so much more.. too bad some boys can’t understand.

 A girl’s life is a bitch itself, on a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, crushes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more.  There’s so much to consider.. especially gossipers and guys. if something’s too short, they’ll call us a whore. something’s too long, they’ll call us ugly. We go through buckets full of ice cream because we’ve had way too many broken hearts. We cry because bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. We can’t complain because we don’t wanna be annoying. We trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back. We learn stuff the hard way, every GUY out there making a ‘period’ joke, like are you for real? NO. just because you’re being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn’t mean i’m on my period. get over it.

We get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. We love hard, and hurt hard. We care too much. We’re never understood. We go through so much trouble when you don’t even notice. We listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you.  We spill our guts out to our bestfriends who’ve probably had enough of you.  We hear what people say about us, and sometimes we break inside. but no matter what, even after everything, we have to come out strong. We have to put a big smile on our faces and pretend like everything’s ok. We have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing everything that they said about us. We love even though we know we shouldn’t. and we wait for something that’ll never happen. but no matter what, we manage to act like everything’s fine, even though everything’s falling apart. that’s a day in a girl’s life. imagine dealing with all that everyday. we’re so much more than what you think. so much more than what we seem. It takes time to understand a girl. But if she’s really worth it, you’d take time to try to figure her out.

AND YEAH! WE ALREADY :)

Okay. I am writing to you because I feel like I’m being distant from you. i really don’t like that. well i just want to say thank you, really. thank you for always being there for me. for making me see the light in my darkest times. for helping me know that even when i feel like no one loves me anymore, i know you do. you love me for who i am no matter what i have done, or do, you will always love me. if i didn’t know any of that, i honestly don’t know if i would be here right now.you have blessed me and showed me happiness when i needed it the most. thank you for giving me my life, my savior, my Father! one day i will be up there in heaven with you for eternity. This week I have midterm exams. i feel so overwhelmed, scared, nervous, and frustrated. i need your help. i really want to pass my exams. pls help me Lord. 

AMEN<3

For the New Year, ugh… my vacation is over. for me new years means, new beginning, time for second chance in life and making up for the wrong doings. 2011 is not exactly my year but I hope 2012 will be. 

So here’s to 2011, to all of the disasters, to all the heartbreaks, to all of the sicknesses, to all of the break ups, to all of the things that went wrong, to all of the deaths, to all of the fails, to all of the booze, to all of the bullies, to all of the bitches, to all of the money that we don’t have, to all of the embarrassing moment, to all of the let down, to all of the things that didn’t make us happy.

And here’s to 2012, to all of the make ups, to all of the happiness, to all of the cures, to all of the births, to all of the successes, to all of the new people we meet, to all of the strangers that smile at us, to all of the improvements we make, to all of the new beginning, to all of the things that are going to make us happy. Hopefully, this will be a good year for each of us

2011 has been a roller coaster ride( cliche’ comparison but it’s true). I have had the best year for the little parts and maybe, possibly a little bit also the worst year of my whole life. I have made so many new and wonderful friends and even lost some friends. I have been scared and nervous countless times this year, but i never stop living my life because I know, just around the corner, fun and love awaits me. i love and lost, got my heartbroken, betrayed, disappointed so many times. I think you now get the picture of how worst 2011 is for me.

But still I want to thank everyone this year. Each person that has made any impact on my life at all. from my fellow classmates, to all my friends, close friends, best friends, siblings, parents, to my new found love and of course to God. Happy New Year everyone! :D

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So this is my first blog entry for this week. Finally. Another reason to stay by my laptop and start blogging again. This blog I made (a year ago) to get out my wildest fantasies. I have a problem with obsessing over some things and this blog is my way of letting everyone know. Yes, I’ve made tons of awesome blogs in the past, but I always get so afraid and end up deleting them. Now no one can witness the slow progress of my writing skills getting better, or maybe even boring. Nevertheless, I still want to continue with this, just to see if I could still make one work, just like I used to.

Supposedly, I should be in Palauig,Zambales right now for the Tree Planting Program in my NSTP subject but I didn’t make it. The assembly time is 4:30 to 5:00 am, I woke up to a call from Jenina and it’s around 5:00am and I’m suuupeer late! Yeah you get that, my cp’s alarm can’t wake me up coz Im such a lazy deep sleeper who needs a very loud alarm clock, and I’m not that early-bird-who-wake-up-4-in-the-morning-to-cook-breakfast. That’s why I end up here.Blogging.

So,here are some infos about me: First, I have a really weird mind. I can make a “That’s What She Said” joke out of most things and I laugh at things that are really immature. I only have a few really close friends that I always am with and I like it that way. People are bitchy and backstabbing so I surround myself with people I think are truer. I love meeting new people, as long as you aren’t annoying and bitchy.

About Tumblr, hmm, I’ve decided to have an account here bcoz Tumblr’s pretty mainstream but ugh I do love things that get popular through it(like GIFs). Also I guess, I’d love to share some things I see everyday…that I never get a chance to on other sites.

So I hope to be able to leave a lot in here. I plan to get busy rearranging and cleaning our room before my mother gets home. That’s all for today. I hope I don’t bore you, though. Have a wonderful weekend everyone! :D